The holidays can (at sometimes) bring us mixed emotions such as anxiety, depression, feeling down... and many more. It is a very difficult time for many of us because we are away from our families or friends that we love. The winter weather makes us stay indoors more than we would like and that causes emotions to surface for us. We start to feel these things. Like any other time we try to push them away, but they come right back to us, so we can work through them whether it’s through a person or experience that we are currently going through.
I want to talk about this... as I have gone through it myself for many years. I was depressed and had anxiety. I was trying to fight them off, but it just would not go away no matter what I did. I was in a very dark place with myself and I did not know how to overcome it. I saw a therapist for a very long time and it did help, but there was still something missing. I couldn't express to them what was going on. I made a decision that I would no longer live like this and it was not a choice anymore. I had to take my life back. It took me several years to figure it out... but I did. I took that leap into the spiritual world and it has helped me in so many ways that. I can’t even imagine life without this work... that I do for myself and others. I had to do a lot of healing work from the inside to the outside.
As I began to work on my internal struggles and what was going on emotionally, my outside world began to change completely. I was abused physically and mentally growing up. I wanted it to stop and I did not know how to make it stop. What I discovered in my healing just recently is that, as a 3 year old child I wanted to take my life. I wanted to go back into the spirit world because it feels so good there. At 3 years old I began to hold my breath and make myself blackout. As I grew, I continued to do it and it was because I was trying to escape the life that I was living. I just to be happy and free again... in the place that had none of these things that I was experiencing.
My mother never knew what I was doing and at the time I didn't even know or realize what I was doing. I recently did some healing and discovered this... and it was eye opening. I had never known what I was doing, but I was doing it. I discovered that I was so lost from love and I just wanted to experience this feeling again.
The reason I share my experiences with you, is so that you can understand that I was in this place with you at one time in my life and I know how much it hurts. I know how it feels when no one understands what you are going through and why you are experiencing things. I get it and I do understand this, and is why my mission is to bring about awareness and healing because I know it changes people lives.
I can finally say that I have found myself through all of this healing I have been doing, even though it did take a lot of work and dedication. I will never stop healing myself. It is time to RISE UP and make a decision today to take your life back and get the healing that you deserve to have a happy life... you have always wanted.
I believe in you and I know you are ready because you are here reading this. I am ready to work with you and help you discover your deepest and most horrifying experiences in a very gentle and soft approach. I will help you to identify the things that you are choosing to push away. You no long have to suffer. There is a way out of this. I would love to help you and start helping you to live a life full of joy, happiness, love, compassion, and freedom.
You deserve to have all of these things and the time is now. So let’s get started. I have an amazing offer right now... so take advantage to get your reading. Let's break through the struggles... so that the New Year can start off... in a new way.
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